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halloween (demo)
03:07
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yeah i don't wanna wait
for you to come around
and i don't want to feel
like i'm the only one who's making sound lately
i try to fall asleep
but i can't
because you're inside my head
i don't want to have to think
about you anymore
i don't wanna have to worry
about the consequences of getting bored
because i am free
and i am me
and you aren't going to stop me
this should have never happened
we were doing so well
i really thought that we could it
back from hell
but i should've thought more
about the things you said
raising thoughts from the dead
and i think it's for the best
if we don't see each other
and the only way i'll rest
is if i leave you alone
because i don't feel right
i said things i don't mean in a fight
that should have never happened
this shouldn't fucking happen
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i don't like the way that this feels
between us anymore
i don't think that i can be seen
with you anymore
it's killing me from the inside
making me feel like i'll die
tonight
but i won't
i'll be fine
i think things are different from how
they used to be
i just wish that things could be how
i want them to be
it's killing me from the inside
making me feel like i'll die
tonight
but i won't
i'll be fine
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give me a reason
that i should stay
if you can tell me just one
i won't leave today
my mouth is running but you aren't saying much
a guilty conscience is a bitch to try and touch
but i'm not strong and i won't go
for reasons that even i don't know
i've tried so hard to make you want me
what do you want from me?
but here i am
it's where i've always been
i'm not the one who's changing places
i try to stay consistent
here i am
it's where i'll always be
so i can be there if you decide you need me
you say you miss me, and to tell the truth
i miss missing you
please give me one more chance
you beg and plead
yeah that's what you want to happen
but i want what i need
i know the right answer
but god damn emotions suck
i wish i never found
how much you fucked this up
i'm not perfect, but i'm not to blame
and i break inside when i hear his name
i've tried so hard to make you want me
what more do you want from me?
here i am
it's where i've always been
i'm not the one who's changing places
i try to stay consistent
here i am
it's where i'll always be
so i can be there if you decide that you need me
so i can be there when you decide that you need me
you say you miss me, and to tell the truth
i miss missing you
here i am
here i'll be
what went wrong?
why not me?
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4. |
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wake up
too late
i stayed up too early
dreamt of
your face
but all it did was hurt me
i'm still not too clear
about where we stand
you said you need time to think
but i don't understand that
we were fine yesterday
i thought we were fine yesterday
you don't know if you love me
anymore
well i know i do
so get the fuck out of my doorway
and you'll crash
your car
before you get too far
you could never do this the right way
but this time i
won't be there
to save you
i owe nothing to you
i wish that i could hold you
and tell you i forgive you
but the truth is that i'm bleeding
you're the drug i'm needing
when you called me
i didn't answer the first time
because well i'm sorry
but it's my turn to need time
we were gone yesterday
i thought we were gone yesterday
you don't know if you love me
anymore
well i know i do
so get the fuck out of my doorway
and you'll crash
your car
before you get too far
you could never do this the right way
but this time i
won't be there
to save you
i owe nothing to you
wake up
too late
i stayed up too early
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5. |
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is anybody else this bored?
probably
also i have no money
i thought might grow out of that by now
but i haven't
and it isn't funny
i don't even know how to drive
from my house
to a CVS
so if I ever get real real sick
i'll die on the streets
without a penny in my vest
i'm moving too quickly
maybe i should just
sit back and relax
enjoy the moment
i start paying taxes the moment that
i turn eighteen
the cost of living free
some kid from my highschool
threatened to kill me
he thinks it makes him cool
but really it doesn't mean a thing
not to him
not to me
sometimes i feel like I am a catfish
swimming around
with no point
and i can only remember the
past three seconds
after i finish a joint
i'm supposed to read death of salesman
spoiler alert:
he dies
the girl sitting next to me got real sad
while i thought "who the fuck cares"
she cried
things are moving too quickly
i'm afraid of missing out
but i won't admit that now
maybe i should just
sit back and relax
enjoy the moment
i start paying taxes the moment that
i turn eighteen
the cost of living free
some kid from my highschool
threatened to kill me
he thinks it makes him cool
but really it doesn't mean a thing
not to him
not to me
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6. |
afterlife (demo)
04:16
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i want to kiss you on the forehead
i want to kiss you on the chin
i want to choke you with my love right up till
both of your lungs give in
i want to squeeze you till you pop
and burst all over my bedroom
but most of all i hope to god
that i will never ever learn to lose you
i want to touch you in the morning
i want to touch you late at night
i want to feel your nails dig in my back
when i do the things you like
scream my name, or whisper it
i love it either way
as long as i'm your only one
i'll be happy, till my dying day
i want to kiss you on the neck
i want to kiss you till you cry
i want to live every goddamn moment with you
and then we will both die
they'll push our bodies down the river
burning boats looking so bright
i don't know if there's an afterlife
but as long as i have you i'll be alright
i don't want any more from you
you've given me all i could want
and now that we're both ghosts we'll mess around
finding kids to haunt
my life with you worth me living
although we both had ups and downs
but all that matter now is i'm with you
kissing you any time that i want
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love can hurt you
in many kinds of ways
leave you beaten
and broken for days
it's hard to find but when you do
you better hold on tight
and don't let up
without a fight
don't give up
without a fight
love is simple
it's black and white
either you both fall together
or it won't be right
so if you find yourself without somebody to hold
don't worry
you're not alone
don't worry
you're not alone
love's not easy
but isn't really hard
you just better prepare yourself
for letting down your guard
and if someone else decides
that maybe you're the one for them
give them a chance
let them in
give them a chance
let them in
love is friendly
love is kind
it'll run in circles
and will change its mind
so when you think you feel it
just make sure that it's true
and things will be fine for you
let someone else
love you
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when you told me you were leaving,
well i couldn't feel my mouth,
because all i'll ever be is someone else.
as i watched you walk away,
i felt something in me change.
my heart froze over, all emotion dripped away
so i drove home,
at a hundred miles an hour,
just to see what it feels like to fly.
i crashed my car,
into someone else's backyard,
just to see what it feels like to die.
when you told me that you missed me,
well i couldn't close my eyes,
because i realized what it felt like to die.
'cause all you'll ever be
is a nightmare and a wet dream,
a reason to smile from six feet under ground.
so i drove home,
at a hundred miles an hour,
just to see what it feels like to fly.
i crashed my car,
into someone else's backyard,
just to see what it feels like to die.
so bathe me in pale flesh,
promise that i'll never be good again.
i hope you miss me when i'm gone,
because i can't hold on for too long.
and i'm so scared of dying alone,
that i'll kill myself right here, right now.
and i'll die.
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